|The Part of You That No One Sees|
You are passionate, romantic, and emotional.
You put love first in your life, even though you have often been disappointed by it.
You expect to be swept of your feet, and you never expect infatuation to die out.
Underneath it all, you are scared that you aren't lovable.
Your insecurity has ruined many relationships, as you are unable to see the love that's really there.
You are secretly afraid of being alone. Confronting your insecurities is incredibly painful.
|You Are 60% Shy|
Although you live a pretty normal life, you tend to be a fairly shy person.
Many situations make you feel uncomfortable, and you sometimes find your shyness hindering your life.
*Cocoa*--my dog since I was 8yrs old lived to be 13 1/2 years and died on Dec. 5th 2001 sadly still missed
*Princess Angel*--My cat birthday who died on Jan. 5th 2010 :(
*Patches Cuddles*--My sisters cat, my cats sister, at 12 years died September 8th 2004 at about 1pm PST on her own before we could put her to sleep
*Rainbow Quaker*--my little maltese puppy, born on 6.23.02
*Maggie Irish*--newest kitten in our lives we believe born on July 17th 2004 but still unsure of the date. She is rare cause shes an orange tabby and she is FEMALE which is 1 in 100 or more. Shes sweet, cute, clings a bit too much and loves life. Melz hears orange tabbies cant live to be in their 20's good luck Melody!
*Rocky & Jackie*--born in 2008 our youngest pets/cats who got dumped on us but they became family when we finally gave in and kept them.
Other People I *MIGHT* mention:
*friends from high school but now drifted apart from me*=Crystal,Heather, Sarah, Kim, Michelle, Melody E., Melody H., Rachel, Rebecca, exct.
*Tim*--my first true *love* a guy I loved/crushed on for three years. I begged God to date him, never came to be. I still think about him every now and then so you might see that!
*Kristen*--Ex-email pal might mention. We met on a christianteens group @ yahoogroups.com (then it was egroups). Then we had some problems because she told lies to Ben (see below) and then she and me got in a fight. I wanted to remain friends. She didnt and left me.
*Beth*-Ex-email pal might mention. Lied to me and left me. Came back and lied again. Left again. Tried to come back months later, but I ignored her (with good reason)
*Ben*--Ex-email pal and good friend I might mention. We knew each other about a year until he and Krissy (Kristen) teamed up against me. So I left him (a first because most friends leave ME).
I will think of more...
SYMBOLS YOU WILL SEE ME USE:
:) = happy
:D = big smile
:p = sticking out tongue
:( = sad
:*( = sad with tear in eye
;) = wink wink or in other words a joke, a flirty suggestion or so fourth! Get it?
:/= more like an upset mark or a not sad remark but if you could you know make a face thats not sad but not upset either. (Understand? *L*)
:)) = extra happy smile
:(( = opposite its an extra sad frown
*L*=Laugh Out Loud (LOL)
*ROFL*=Rolling On Floor Laughing